This song’s off of "Infinity" my first self-made album which has some pretty interesting tunes on it.  "A Ship called Despair"Words and Music by Michael S. HennesseyCopyright©1999 by Michael S. Hennessey Lately I don't know my nameDid it really take so much to lay the blame?I've spent all of my life staring into these eyes ...to find that they never cryWell aint that a shame? and the mirror stares back hardMocking me with the things I disregardIs it so much to ask for some release? ...from a pain that will never ceaseuntil I simply .. fall apart and the tide rages against me ...on a reef made of my memoriesand the rocks that slowly break me ...take a life that now forsakes meIn a ship that's called Despair ...I've traveled through nowhere and ended up right at the beginningNow my conscience has payed it's duesand I've lost all I've had to loseSo I guess that I am leaving Noone knows what's deep insideCovered by a mask made out of prideThey never did concider, there might be a heart ...Searching for a place to start ...'til the heart just died Will you ever know my name?Did it really mean so much to take the blame?I've spent all of my life lost behind these closed eyes ...so I guess that it's no surprise ...that I wound up here today and the tide rages against me ...on a reef made of my memoriesand the rocks that slowly break me ...take a life that now forsakes meIn a ship that's called Despair ...I've traveled through nowhere and ended up right at the beginningNow my conscience has payed it's duesand I've lost all I've had to loseSo I guess that I am leaving