2011-06-25 1st journal, Matan day 5 Eagle ♥ More discussion on this topic, here - NOTE: Voice & image got out of sync in one spot. Oh well... ;) ♥ Inelia’s interview - ♥ Inelia’s website - Intro: What can I say about this? Another interesting video journal experience. They often feel so different, coming through. It’s rather amazing. How can I say, again and again, that I feel, that the journaling, too, feels so different? Day after day it just feels like this. There’s a certain sameness, too. It’s not like everything has totally changed, or anything. There’s just a certain heart sense, an awareness of the change in my consciousness. I guess maybe that’s it. And I’m betting I’m not the only one this is happening to. I love viewing other videos where people describe the same things that I’m going through. So, this time, though I’ve introduced Inelia Benz, before, I present something different about her - a certain emptiness. Though I’ve watched her interview with Bill Ryan of Project Avalon (formerly of Project Camelot) any number of times, during the most recent viewing I saw some new things in it - one of which was a certain emptiness she displays for us. I want to share that with you - thus this journal. So often I talk about being the “Empty cup.” What the heck is that, right? Well, I don’t know, really. I have the sense of it, but putting such things into words is rather iffy. Those on the Buddhist path will understand or be familiar with emptiness. Those in process of moving their locus of being from head to heart will also have a sense of this. Once you can watch thoughts go by and not join them - rather like clouds passing by on the breeze - you know something of this empty sense, feeling, or sensation - no word is right...